Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #104

Three days in a row.... Whosyerdaddy??

Only a few hours of sleep last night and I'm back at it. I couldn't sleep because I'm so excited to get the grade from my last biochem exam.... Ha!

Anyways, I'm just trying to enjoy the fact that I am being incredibly challenged at this point of my life. I came to the realization this week that I seek challenges because, in a way, I am trying to find something to fail at. I could flesh that idea out some more but I'll leave you to ruminate over it as I go and try to not fail head and neck anatomy.

Monday, January 30, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #103

Two days in a row.... Take that 32 credit hours this semester!

Today is a pretty rough day. My thyroid levels are all over the place. Not to mention, I'm feeling the stress this morning.

That's ok though. I'm still living my dream. I just need to keep on keeping on. I know I'll make the destination if I just don't give up.

Left foot. Right foot. Amiright?

This is Dave Nice, a bike packing legend. I've never met him but his mom was souper (spelled all cutesy on purpose) nice to me when she came upon me on The Tour. (Their house is RIGHT ON the route!)

Sunday, January 29, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #102

Wow, I've been doing this daily blog for close to four months.....


Anyways, on to the topic at hand, Med Student Syndrome.

Have you heard of this. It develops about week two of first year. Every time a student learns about a disease they start to feel that they might have the symptoms or that they are vulnerable to all sorts of infections or they are really susceptible to trauma or.... Ok, you get the idea.

Just like every other medical student on the planet (med student syndrome isn't just an all-american disease you know), I developed a version of this often fatal disease (ok, it's not really fatal).

A few weeks into school I started feeling really fatigued, I was freaking cold all the freaking time, I was unable to concentrate (yay for how awesome that made studying!), I had a ton of GI issues, I gained a crap ton of weight, my metabolism slowed way down, I felt fairly depressed, I wasn't as motivated to train for biking, even when I did train I just didn't have that fire in my belly, yadda yadda. I figured I was just really stressed from school and that I should ignore my symptoms. After all, it was mostly in my head right?!?!? Because med student syndrome gets everyone right?!?!

Well guess what, I had a routine blood draw for my PMR treatment and I had some levels that were off. My PMR doc advised me to go see my family physician. Turns out I have Hashimoto's Disease.

It's an endocrine autoimmune disorder.

Yeah, that's pretty awesome.

Anyways, it's actually really good news. I have meds that I'm taking to help stimulate my thyroid levels and I feel WAY better. (I mean like way better. Like on the Cymbalta commercials where the sun comes out and all the sudden the birds are singing and the foggy film has been lifted from the world and my hair looks better and Brad Pitt confesses his love for me..... Ok, the Brad Pitt thing took it a little too far.)

Lesson learned, sometimes it's just better to listen to your inner whining voice even if you think that YOU TOO are suffering from med student syndrome.


Monday, January 23, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #96

I am sitting in class, desperately trying to take in as much head and neck anatomy as I can so I don't have to cover it later.

The pace of this semester is asinine.

It feels good to know that most other people would have quit by now.

Friday, January 20, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #93

Six and half hours of biochemisty lecture (only interrupted by a 40 minute pool session that was pure pain) followed by a two hour lecture on medical ethics. What a day. It wouldn't feel that tiring except we had a huge exam yesterday morning followed by being given a take home exam in our next class in the afternoon.

This medical school stuff is redonkulous.

Somedays I can't figure out why I love it.....




P.S. I bought my first piece of gear for my next tour attempt. I'm not going to say it will be this year but it definitely will happen soon.

Mmmmmm, mountain feeeeeeeed bag.....mmmmmmmmmm

https://www.revelatedesigns.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=store.catalog&CategoryID=2&ProductID=12

Sunday, January 15, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #88

Man, I'm seriously not very good at keeping up on these daily blog posts. It probably has to do with all the studying that I have to cover. On Friday alone we covered 6.5 hours of biochemistry lecture. The pace of this semester is brutal and it's only the first week.


Oh well, I can't say that I don't love it.....


P.S. I can't stop daydreaming about doing The Tour again....

Monday, January 9, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #83

First day back to school after break. I'm taking 32 credits of 600 level material.

It's tough to love medical school but somebody's got to do it.

Yale medical school, class of 1897. Note the black dude in the back.... How awesome is that guy?!

Friday, January 6, 2012

I love what I'm doing day #80

I have had a dream about racing the Tour Divide again every night for the last two months.... I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something. I just can't tell if it is either: 1) You MUST do that again. or, 2) You must NEVER do that again.

Such a conundrum.



To give you an idea of what my thought process is like....


When I think of this:



I think, I MUST do this again.


When I think of this:


I think, NEVER.


MUST:


NEVER:



MUST:




Sounds like the "Musts" have it.